Wednesday
Read Matthew 26:47-50
"What are you willing to give me if I
deliver him over to you?", asks
Judas (Matthew 26:14).
It is the question that sets in motion
the act that will soon ultimately come
to define his life. As Jesus
agonisingly wrestles with his Father,
and disciples lie exhausted around
him, Judas Iscariot is seeking his
moment. He is watching and waiting,
the action of his betrayal
approaching.
As Judas enters the garden that
night, surrounded by a large crowd
armed with swords and clubs (v.47),
it is easy to feel angry toward him.
Here is a man who was called by
Jesus and filled with power and
authority (Luke 9:1). A man who
gave up everything to follow the
Messiah (Luke 6:16). A man who, for
three years walked every road with
Jesus, hearing his finest teachings
(e.g. Matthew 5-7) and witnessing
incredible, wide-ranging miracles
(e.g. Mark 6:30-34, Luke 7:11-17). A
man who was sent out with the other
eleven to do these same incredible
things (Luke 9:2). A man trusted to
manage their money (John 12:6).
Yet, despite all of this, here he is
now choosing to turn his back on the
one who is the hope of all the world.
We ask ourselves, why would he do
it? Greed? Disillusionment that
Jesus wasn't the Messiah he grew
up expecting? Fear for his future?
Whatever the reason he had and
whatever anger we may have toward
him it is safe to say, when Judas
betrayed Jesus, he made the biggest
mistake anyone has ever made.
We live and worship Jesus in a world
that seeks to draw us away from him
with many distractions. They appear
satisfying in the moment but we soon
quickly discover, as Judas did with
his bag of silver, that they are not.
And here is where we find incredibly
good news for us. Though Judas
succumbed and fell to his own
desires, we live in the light of a
Father's mercy: a mercy that is freely
available to us no matter or past or
how grievous our sin. A mercy that
exceeds judgment and gives us a
starting place as we seek to remain
rooted in Christ, guarding our hearts
through the treasure of his word.